..waiting to go for MRI. I have so many mixed feelings about this appointment. I want it show that the rip (or tear) is bad enough to send me to the specialist just so I don't have this terrible pain in my knee. I can hardly walk up or down stairs. Squatting is damn near impossible. Not to mention the fact that if I need to be on my knees for anything and any of you out there that is a mom of small children know that this is almost a given (Multiple times a day)!!
On the other had I really don't want to have surgery!! I am terrified inside! I have never been in the hospital for anything other than being sick as a child(and I don't recall that) and for the birth of our 3 children. I have never had surgery in my 31 yrs of life. Who wouldn't be scared. All I can do is pray, tell God my fears and he gently quites my fears!!
Well it's time for me to wrangle my herd and drop them off at my mom's...
1 comment:
hang in there kristy~i've sat thru 5 MRI's with shane and it's not fun to wait. on one hand you want to find something to know that there is a reason for pain but on the other hand you'd like it to be something a pill could fix LMAO. i hope everything comes out ok. i've never had surgery either (knock on wood) and only been in the hosp to have the kids. i'd be right in your shoes w/ the anxiety. i'll be praying for you sweetie
xo
susan
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